WITHOUT YOU I CAN’T BE LIKE
By: Cristita Bandalan Garnado
Missionary to Balangbangan Mission School
My father
was the most feared of in our tribe. A
chief in his own right nobody would dare break his word. He was a headhunter and the fiercest among
his brothers. His brothers join him in
headhunting causing bloody tribal conflicts.
By this our village Dao was always attacked by other villages. I can still remember, when one night when we
were attacked, we groped in the dark as
we ran for our lives taking cover in the bush.
I can’t forget also the time when I
was still a small girl, my father would
hide by our window with his bow and arrows.
Aiming at passersby, shot the arrow, and whenever somebody is hit
especially on the leg, he would enjoy laughing especially when the victim,
crawls in pain. He seems to be just
enjoying this as a game.
He was known as notorious
killer. Because whenever he goes, wild
animal or human he killed it. He divides the corpse in pieces, the head in
another village the left hand in a
forest, the other hand in other place, and so with the rest of the pieces of
the body scattered everywhere. This
leaves the bereaved crazy and furious searching for the pieces to assemble
them.
In our home, he roars like a lion
and we his children tremble before him.
Mother can’t do anything either. There
seems to be no way to change my father.
Then one day student missionaries
from Mountain View College came to our village.
They said, “we came to teach your
children how to read and write and many
more things. This seems strange to my
father and he showed little interest. He
was cold in welcoming the missionaries.
We his children and the rest of the people in the village were happy for
the good news that a school will be built and the two teachers will stay in the
village.
I can hardly wait for the school to
start. The villagers except my father
helped the student missionaries build the school. Children and women helped gather cogon grass
for roofing, while men gathered sticks
and lumber. It just took us a week to
finish our school.
Our new teachers’ ways were
strange. They don’t smoke like the
lowlanders we knew. They sing a lot to
the tune of the guitar they brought. At
the sound of the bell we gather every morning and evening to listen to our
teachers tell stories from big roll of pictures.
School was fun. We learned many things in school.
What I love most were the stories from the Bible, read write, draw and
sing.
The teachers hardly knew me because,
shyly I would hide in a corner but would listen attentively to the
stories. The teachers never knew that
secretly I have learned to admire them because of their being kind and good
examples as missionaries. This led me to
dream to be a missionary teacher someday.
I did the best I can in my studies.
I took the government’s placement test and I passed it. I got a privilege to study at MVC. With this opportunity, I worked hard to
fulfill my dream. Finally I achieved it
with a major in Elementary Education.
I have promised to my Lord and
myself, because the missionaries gave their lives for me and my manobo brothers
and sisters, I will also give my life to go back to my own people who have not
been reached yet by the gospel.
Today, my father is already a
baptized Seventh-day Adventist. The last
to be baptized in our family. I, too, am
now a current missionary back to my own people in another village together with
my husband and child.
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